Where are you?!
hey, sparkling goddess.
Fill me with your tide.
My sprouting spirit still
oscilates in freedom loops.
Around empty space full of love,
Void and sorrow filled with light.
Spread in me oh little spark
Grooved and rooted
Till spring is spilled
on blooming mountain’s
Dwelling dark.
The Manseed in the dark
let alone spring pass…(more alcohol)
flowering paths, revealed…
solemnly, ancestral
- the past, sleep(s),
less, original breeze,
storms, wildly.
Jailed, ragged…
the fire extinguished,
nightly, moon’s appeal
Reason; heaven
- … – prison
Meant,
Deep,
cold,
well,
void.
not beating – plainly missing everything – no heart
doctor drugs, thank you not, easiest path.
alcohol – calms the deadn’t
speak with them
bend the shred.
skull dust, smokin.
almost died the other day
blamed you
love of my heart.
killing love of my heart,
straw sucking love of my heart
happily
my lonely self, rock climbing
doesn’t fall…
my heavy burden…turns to alcohol
oh alcohol oh alcohol
oh alcohol oh
oh
I also love you a lot
oh alcohol oh alcohol
oh alcohol oh
oh
paul bicuspid
mixed-translation or lx air & azorean whiskey
Crawlin forth up rivers
hungry for moments
spoiled dreams
that roam
Trees in chemichal
unbalance.
scorched by waters
of chemichal bothers
dwellin’in favor of gods
yet to mystify
woke up longing from the dream
on top of the island
sun’s breathing,
glooming
lit up moon.
from the summit, high air,
gulls and terns dive
gliding over-sea.
waving love
i see you leaving
go,
kneel to the golden dawn
clarity of the day, fall.
gull low flight’s
effortless, dodge.
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flasks
flasks of guesses,
over empty tables
distressed whispers
in turmoil, howled screams
are silenced forever.
in honor, a mess…
imprisoned fear.
stuck, the body trapped itself
spilling burst of beauty
where
sun
…
heart closed.
flirts with sorrow
the young man’s hungry mouth
ducked in its flawed wisdom.
drunk
the waterless fountain
in the mist of night
paulobicudo
(on Monday, March 28, 2011)
green undulation (or flasks II)
infinity lays dead
at the back of my eyes.
Entering them, dark light
unveils curved body,
folded in itself.
Sparkled, black and white
locked and screaming.
Trapped soul,
painful add,
to mine.
Green living mysteries
look down on me.
some standing, faithfully,
pledge to honor life.
Others, seing me,
refused, wicked side.
Denied here, there,
the mantle, undead
walks to find
what can’t be found.
Around?
paulobicudo
from a passing poet
The following poem is by the late American poet John Updike. Originally published on Harper’s Magazine (January 1964, p37) also reprinted in Midpoint and Other Poems (1969).
Azores
Great green ships
themselves, they ride
at anchor forever;
beneath the tide
huge roots of lava
hold them fast
in mid-Atlantic
to the past.
with cottages
(confetti) and
sweet lozenges
of chocolate (land).
They marvel at
the dainty fields
and terraces
hand-tilled to yield
the modest fruits
of vines and trees
imported by
the Portuguese;
a rural landscape
set adrift
from centuries ago;
the rift
enlarges.
The ship proceeds,
Again the constant
music feeds
an emptiness astern,
Azores gone.
The void behind, the void
ahead are one.
John Updike
in waiting sky
water shaped goddess stands salty,
freshly swam into welcoming hand.
wandering and circling, round dance.
open seas offered, mother, prayer…
in its infinity, blue urges me to go,
from a mysterious passing gaze
a deeper, under water maze,
flutter, dimensionless glow.
swirl and twist happily
elegant turning eye.
interact, behold the shine of our creatures,
breathe, lungs and tongue surrendering.
stretched arms flowing, chaotic dew,
quenching river’s the trail of kiss.
hands firmly steering soft skin
squeezing hard please,
touch, heating,
heart pump.
eyes closed,
breeze muted,
lips and hands
graspingly waiting
ferly, the eternal flow
Liberating, Screams!
paused in awe.
echo surrounding,
dimensions are made new,
the ready now, begins.
and I, merely wish, slowly
unwitting skies and sins
…
paulobicudo
fragments of…
…summersight roam
frightened home
in shattering groove
settles beside a despair
,
erupting screams,
as sorceress arises.
unopposed, unarmed
Still, she hits hard
.
digging bitter daymares
journey to one soul’s past
laying carefully with a smile
curving ways of time in itself,
enter pathless exile, prison
.
mouthful, blood
sluggish grudge,
soaked liver
.
As night’s cold love bringer,
she escapes broken heart
enters violently,
open door.
.
spine erected tends to curve my eye,
horizon is endless wilderness,
glowing under soft light.
bright loose hart
.
… … …
… …
…
.
.
…
… … …
reaches wait
mirrors’n water
ship sank long ago
no vessel, out of bridge
tiller’s fasten. Some souls have
vanished from the blue, violent winds
tearing our hearts, only to be read…thought
fumbling and rolling to shore’s scars
ravage sails blow out wind
breath length of
buried kiss
missed
…
.
. . . .
. . . . .
Seams the blanket of night
is in her broadsheet eyes,
spacious warm home.
universal tears
fall apart
melting
figure
out
paulobicudo
foundation stone
So, the obvious establishing post has to be one that talks of the islands, for i’m living amongst strange and joyful people in front of the great volcanic Pico.
I wrote this the day i returned to Faial after a long harsh time in Lisbon, I was rapt in awe, the colors stunned and inspired me, still, cold winds would arise from the distance.
.:
today, the greenest pearl shine’th into meye-ai
Oh sun, hiding in an excess of light,
blank white watering-bluest shine.
troubbleblinding even the darkest eye.
In a twist of wind out comes the snow, and in a fireside,
ashes turn to the mountain, slowly dancing.
Leaf of black , whirling smoke. calls upon,
Mistress earth, bailed out.
to us, those who care,
freedom in a glass of hope.
Cascade of returning misty fade.
Oh fiery mountain chant! oh high!
in a note, cruising seas,
under undoubtedly-bees
running from wolfs,
thirsty scavengers of man,
in misery-of…oh-me.
Drowning Ees over Cs
Shine upon thees as upon mees.
In lonely mornings and tired famine skys
shine the flame of heaven, till stone crystal-melting,
emeralding eye, blooms as if a flood, would blissfully
stop
paulobicudo





